puppeted again by the fate...

it seems near....
yet so far...

remember the first day of the semester..
the light that shine from u has warmed my heart...
I was going to greet u... but u seems busy talking on phone
I missed a chance..

last week ...
saw u going into the library to return books...
purposely wait at outside just to greet u..
and u was on call again ... without noticing me and pass by...


but this time...
I had different feeling...
she seems like doing it purposely...
because...
I noticed her had noticed me before she went into library.....










opportunity given but there is no chance ...
Good Luck bah .. ONZE !

三個字

those day already a past....
somehow...
the memory will always flashed by and i will smile..
appear in wrong timing, wrong place and wrong space
had no fate with you ...
u had awake me from my immature lifestyle...
i know more clear what path should i go for...
and i will still miss u like ever before ;)
ga yao for you exam and your boyfriend =)













i still remember your smile ...
and will last forever =)

听情歌。。。

Love songs is getting more and more....
why does this happen ... ?
because lovelorn people is increasing...
they use love song as a way to speak out..

love is too fragile...
broken-heart people is everywhere...
where there is no people comfort u .
we would rather to find a song to spend through...

When we sad...
we can listen to love songs
the rhythm will drive away your loss...

When we lonely...
we can listen to love songs
the desperate singing brings happiness..
Aesthetic rhythm can drive away sadness...
because ....
this feels really good...

i m tired...

when can i reach my pit-stop ...

M&W..

Men .. les we admit it.. we always looking for our girlfriend is for us to be her first one...
We always wanted the girl or women to be pure and virgin ...
The feeling of being the first one into a woman's life ... just like ... hmm "owning and riding a brand new car ? ".

On the other hand... Women....
they are more sensitive towards love and romance.
Most are more patient and doesnt mind being the first, second , third , or so on ... and on ...
For their partners....
as long as they are the last love of their partner's life ...

You dont love a women because she s beautiful, bu she is beautiful because you love her.









3 happiness

something to do,
something to love,
something to care for.

小人物

If someone ask me whats love..

i will answer to them ...
it brings sadness when it is gone...
but u will enjoy when u gain .


Is there really a peace break up in this world ????

Bullshit... i guess.


Girl ... your condition ... reminds me back all those misery memory i had been thru before...

take your time...
chill ~
dont drink alcohol when we are emo .. sincere from my heart.
















why do i care so much ?
小人物....

In my end is my begining...

a month past ...

Its weird .... when u know something great is going to end
but u still wanna to hold on for little while..
just for one more second,
just so ...
it can hurt you a little more....


you never get a clap with 1 side of your hand...

and

i got your message















all the best with your IR preparation ...
good luck
friend forever ....

Myth

sometimes the human behavior is unreasonable..
we will waiting something that are not going to happen ...
we will hope for something that are not going to come
we will tolerate something are not out of aspect...without limit.
we cant easy request from other to do the same way like us..
we just can sacrifice before we request from other..

but..

in the world... "fair" is the noun only will appear in sometimes... but not everytime..
when we cant get the same feedback from others,
alots of the emotional will appear in the end ... as many as the star in the sky..
only the time is able to clean up all those complicated emotional ....

We asked why ?? sometime...

but we may not get the answer easy...
what we can do ?
is to wait... the right time to get the right way...
i just notice i had make a mistake in my own chapter....

have a limited ability to get close with you..
the end i still standing the same place staring on you..
try hard..but its not so working..
day after day..
i have no idea to work it out..
let the time say the truth..
i will facing it...hugging it...and accept it.












at the end..
its still myth to me

1/1/2010

what am i waiting for...
am i waiting for miracle....again ... ?
i am tired of it...

I welcome u 2010.. !
u give me a hard time....







Fireworks is beautiful ...
but it just last for the moment...