Second time......

I had been born to this lovely world...
There is a best feeling i ever had which is .. looking at my family member happly with smile when i did something for them..
those smile was priceless to me..
it is one of the main source in my life.
but...
this few month..
I can feel the same happiness came from U...
When U smile =) ...
When u Laugh =D ...
its so awesome to me....
I have no idea..
why ?
I will feel the warm and sweet from there...
and
This feeling will be addicted..
donno when it started..
makes U happy become my hobby in my life...
When i know U need something , U want something or U hope something...
I just wish I can fulfill you ..
I am just a small portion of sand in this world...
or maybe.. 1 of the star of billions in the sky...
but
I just hope i can use all my ability to make sure U in a good condition ...

Remember the night when I know I will meet U up ..
I have no idea.. Why am I so nervous..
GAN JEONG O !!!!
Donno why like that...
Can you tell me ??
or
Do u feel the same as me ?


My friend told me ...
in this world... nothing will be perfect..
becoz there always have a BAD JOKER will spoil the plan...
and
Unexpected this time... the JOKER had visited me =.=
I failed to meet you up again ...
when the moment U told me,
I can hardly control my EQ...but i still manage to overcome it..
I just feel a bit disappointed and down ...
something like ...
U see the rainbow in the sky and sudden black cloud appear come with heavy rain...
but
I still will cheer up..
Bcoz I know I need to get prepare for the the next chance we meet up !
God give me 4 chances to get your contact...
I will wait for another chance to meet you up ...
If make you happy and take care of you is a burden in life,
then i'm sure this will be the sweetest burden in my life.
and
I'm sure this will be the main component in my near future..
















I just bought another " xiao bai "
wanna introduce it to u d ...
I thought " xiao bai " will stay overnight in your room ... and taking care by U for few days..
but unfortunately it still .. in front of me ... xiao bai is upset and LAME ..
hope to see the happiness with you thru xiao bai
and xiao bai hope to give you a colorful week in this holidays...















u r my last thought at night..
Goodnight.

Just... if ..

If I had one wish.
If one desire would come true.
If I had one wish.
My wish would be you.

I'll start with a list.
of everything I love.
and your names at the top.
with the tittle above.







The very ground you stand on.
Is where between heaven and earth.

Words can never hope to explain.
The feelings I keep inside.


There must be some mistake.
I am not worthy of such a gift.
Whenever your appearance.
My soul begins to drift.

There were clear blue skies.
And sapphire blue ponds.
But all i saw was rain coming down.
Till there was you.

I wrote your name in the sky.

Don't ask when, don't as why.
I missed a face with a smile.
A unique voice of single style.


I have always dreamed of the sky.
But I was born with broken wings.

The closest I can hope to get.
Is the feeling your smile brings.




So I wished upon the star.

The star that reminded me most of you.
My actions seemed bizarre.
But this wish I had to pursue.


If I had one wish.
My wish would be you.
And since I made that wish.
My wish has to come true...















My wish isn't to mean everything to everyone but something to someone..

Don't know better than known

I do believe ....
What can u do !
If god let u know everything but u cant do anything ???
isn't it bad ?
sometime we need to pretend we dont know...
not to be dishonest..
but to survive in this cruel world...








I m suffering from illness for the past few days.....
no energy to wake up from bed at all ...
39 degree fever...
need a good good rest now ...
dun think so much ...
nothing can bother me to keep climbing ..
nothing can stop me from charging onwards..
miracle to unbelievable
its just a route
shortcut or long-run
depends which route you choose ...
everything is just up to u ...








Tired..,
exam is at the corner once again ..
this time really stressie ..
hopefully not that bad result ..







we don't know what we've got until we lose it,
we don't know what we've been missing until it arrive .

Just.. touch my heart...

She Amaze me !!
best TEEN singer !!!
Taylor Alison Swift

Love every single of her song ^^

but this is ..one of the song i believe in ....






Taylor Swift - Change lyrics

And it’s a sad picture, the final blow hits you
Somebody else gets what you wanted again and
You know it’s all the same, another time and place
Repeating history and you’re getting sick of it
But I believe in whatever you do
And I’ll do anything to see it through

Because these things will change
Do you feel it now?
These walls that they put up to hold us back will fall down
This revolution, the time will come
For us to finally win
We sing hallelujah, we sing hallelujah

So we’ve been outnumbered
Raided and now cornered
It’s hard to fight when the fight ain’t fair
We’re getting stronger now
Find things they never found
They might be bigger
But we’re faster and never scared
You can walk away, say we don’t need this
But there’s something in your eyes
Says we can beat this

Because these things will change
Do you feel it now?
These walls that they put up to hold us back will fall down
This revolution, the time will come
For us to finally win
We sing hallelujah, we sing hallelujah

Tonight we stand, get off our knees
Fight for what we’ve worked for all these years
And the battle was long, it’s the fight of our lives
But we’ll stand up champions tonight

It was the night things changed
Do you see it now?
These walls that they put up to hold us back fell down
It’s a revolution, throw your hands up
Cause we never gave in
And we sang hallelujah, we sang hallelujah
Hallelujah















Between the wishes and the thing life
lies Waiting.

今夜

闷闷的....无聊的....漫不经心....说不出的郁闷....
种种的预兆....让我感到一丝丝的无助，原来到了现在才明白这么一种的感觉叫不称心
不是太难过, 不是太悲伤!
而是连自己也找不到可以难过的原因
人生的道路上，不是任何的事物可以让我们任性的掌握.
而这一次又再一次的感觉到这熟悉的情绪,

不称心是因为我们不能说出任何改变事情的原因,
不能说，
不能做，
更不能问.

又再一次让它收在那蓝蓝的天空中
好想...
好想...
好想甩掉这感觉.

但是我更明白它会隐藏在空气里，时时刻刻的提醒着我
仿佛害怕我忘记了，我的无助感只会随着时间慢慢的膨胀
唯一可以让自己看开，就是紧握着双手，祈祷和耐心的等待
有时我也发现，等待其实也是一种行动
而这种静态的行动所付出的毅力远比所有的行动来的强
当我习惯了妳的存在，我也习惯了不称心的对待...















English is just hard to express my current feeling ...
TQ for helping me translate it from my mouth to words ..