Myth

sometimes the human behavior is unreasonable..
we will waiting something that are not going to happen ...
we will hope for something that are not going to come
we will tolerate something are not out of aspect...without limit.
we cant easy request from other to do the same way like us..
we just can sacrifice before we request from other..

but..

in the world... "fair" is the noun only will appear in sometimes... but not everytime..
when we cant get the same feedback from others,
alots of the emotional will appear in the end ... as many as the star in the sky..
only the time is able to clean up all those complicated emotional ....

We asked why ?? sometime...

but we may not get the answer easy...
what we can do ?
is to wait... the right time to get the right way...
i just notice i had make a mistake in my own chapter....

have a limited ability to get close with you..
the end i still standing the same place staring on you..
try hard..but its not so working..
day after day..
i have no idea to work it out..
let the time say the truth..
i will facing it...hugging it...and accept it.












at the end..
its still myth to me

1/1/2010

what am i waiting for...
am i waiting for miracle....again ... ?
i am tired of it...

I welcome u 2010.. !
u give me a hard time....







Fireworks is beautiful ...
but it just last for the moment...