习惯

Every Friday, Saturday and Sunday nite....
I have a special mission,
I can reject the date with buddy,
I can reject the game so call Dota..
I can stay at home even I feel boring ..
Coz i'm afraid to have u miss out in my msn list
and for sure.. I will eat white fruit some time .
everytime see u appear in list,
is more meaningful than kena loteri,
I love to see your name appear in my msn list.










Every time u appear in my list...
Blood pressure been raising..
Heart beat will increase dramatically fast..
Brain will become totally blank..
when feel u ignoring me ..
.

.

.

for sure u are not compulsory to accompany me
every single word u reply me..
will have a nut keep read it and think wanna reply what will much better.
honestly, reply ur message difficult than I sit for da exam.
but, I feel happy when u not ignore me .









Have someone tell me
that miracle is hiding in the air ..
U cant see it... u cant touch it ..
But u can feel it .
the way to feel it is use your heart to do everything u feel u deserve to do it without regret.
Im bless myself in the right way,
hope in the end of this way ...
I can meet u up and grow on .
even this feeling is dubious
but Im strong enough to bear all the ending..















One day one centimeter ... sure in the end I can climb over your wall.....
I will be the cherubim to heal you and light you up.

Letters show thousand meaning ....

O fan of white silk ,
Clear as frost ,
On the grass-blade,
you, also are laid aside .

-Erza Pound




well I think most of you will think this is .. * WHAT OO , mea lei ge?? *

let me elaborate for u ^^



O fan of white silk,

fan = ladies used the most and its a hand fan.
white = purity
silk = produce at China or Japan and ... normally ladies used silk and only from rich family

* There is a ladies who was purity and from rich family *

Clear as frost,

Frost = something frozen with crystal clear..

* see through her from a far distance *

on the grass-blade,

grass = green = serenity
blade = sharp = blood = hurting yourself..

* you will hurt yourself if u fall in her grass-blade *

you,also are laid aside,

laid aside = laid * past tense * = death

*even you will found death if fall in love with her *


Well... if the 4 line combine and we will complete our riddles

Oh , my highness , you are so pure. *O fan of white silk *

Looking at you at the coffin . * clear as frost* there is a glass on the coffin

buried in the ground and might get murdered . *on the grass-blade *

even she also will die alone. *you,also are laid aside *




the 4 sentences were reminder for us that

Life short and simple..

勇气

In ordinary life,
perhaps because of a picture or a song ,
the moment .. the invasion of memories has become not the same.


Today I know a new word..
I dunno how to describe
I try to check with dictionary
I can't find the word...
Finally I know ..
Its call blue


Blue is not just a colour
blue is a emo..
when you blue you dunno what you gonna to do ..
you cant escape it , coz it is wide like the sky,
you cant forget it , coz brain will keep remind you,
the last thing you can do .. is to accept it .


I'm no idea why the picture will appear..
I'm no idea why I will become so blue after saw the picture ....
but
I know I cant continue in this way..
because I cant lost my pink to cheer you up
and I know I wont use the same way to revenge other..
Because
for me , I will never use YOU as a tool..
And I know..
in jj-urbanboy world ..
nothing will damage me to give up my strength toward you
in a coincident I have meet you... just like now I listen this song ..
It cheer me up
It give me the believe that I'm in the right way.
I meet my own rainbow in this song..
and I know u will in that side of the rainbow


now not the right time..
and I believe the right time is coming soon ...
Thanks God


张震岳-小宇


歌曲：小宇
歌手：张震岳 专辑：ok

总有些惊奇的际遇
比方说当我遇见你
你那双温柔莹剔透的眼睛
出现在我梦里
我的爱就像一片云
在你的天空无处停
多渴望化成阵阵的小雨
滋润你心中的土地
不管未来会怎麽样
至少我们现在很开心
不管结局会怎麽样
至少想念的人是你
我不会把它当作游戏
因为我真心对你
总有些话是不能提
怕你会掉入选择题
我把情感自私的那一面
隐藏在黑夜里
我的爱就像一片舟
在你的心湖无处停
寻寻觅觅一个美丽的港湾
希望不再流浪漂荡
我不管未来会怎麽样
但我每天都想见到你
我不管结局会怎麽样
我想真的跟你在一起
如果你还是没法相信
真的没关系我会安静的离去




Jesus please shorten the period of time I needed to wait..

Father

Family ..... mean ..
Father And Mother I Love You

Father stands in front ...
Father's day is coming tml ...
but I cant celebrate with you ... coz you are not in Malaysia ...
I almost forgotten when you leave us ..and went to England .. 4 years ?? or .. 5 years ??? ago ..
For so long time .. we only communicate with webcam .. and phone ...
I so miss your hug ... when can I touch u again ... to feel your warm hands...
We doesn't talk much to each other... but we love each other...



What Is A Dad?

A dad is someone who
wants to catch you before you fall
but instead picks you up,
brushes you off,
and lets you try again.

A dad is someone who
wants to keep you from making mistakes
but instead lets you find your own way,
even though his heart breaks in silence
when you get hurt.

A dad is someone who
holds you when you cry,
scolds you when you break the rules,
shines with pride when you succeed,
and has faith in you even when you fail...




Father you gave me the greatest gift anyone could give another person, he believed in me.

I Love you dad!

( to my father , who so lonely working at oversea )

守护

Day after day ...
Since u appear in my life
there are some new habits in my lifestyle
I will do nothing in front of pc in certain time
coz I know u will appear
but not every time also that lucky
sometimes I will eat while fruit one

U told me u are a boring girl before...
U emo all the time..
U say that,
U are not that person I expected
&
Im not the person u expected*



I wonder who you r ?
U are the magic colour box ?



U are the angel from the heaven ?


Or u are the evil from the hell...

I lost the direction in the sky


I confuse , I afraid and I lack confident
when I read those negative comment.


this new land i never step in before,
I dunno what will happen after this...
izzit a sweet dream... or a bitter memory..
after communicate with my heart...

I KNOW
I will not get myself cause my heart so much MISERY
U are worthy me to do this
because you are the apple of my eye.


I dunno what will happen in the future,
But I only know the future is holding in my hand
Im same with others guy
but the different between me and them is
Im hope u will happy aside with me










*No matter how , No matter when , No matter where..
Im waiting to warm u up and cheer u up *

奇迹的邂逅

Last 4 months,
happen something that are never happen in my life before,
I never care about it,
but this thing keep grow up in my mind,
Im tough enough for anything,
but now I feel I have a weakness point,
when u happy,
I will feel the same,
when u sad,
I will feel unwell,
and feel blue,
when u happy,
the pink colour appear in my sky,
when u ignore me,
question marks start to appear in my eyes,
I dun wish to deny it,
but it really happen in my life,
my life full of colour,
pink, purple ,blue,
but all also come from you,
u are a magic colour box ?
I dunno,
I just noe,
what I wanna is this will cont appear in my sky even is ur blue,

I noe now not the right time,
and mayb u totally dunno me at all,
I wish I have the time to know more about u,
I wanna be friend with u,
but I wanna u noe,
I like u,
even its is not so deepy,
but I wish make it come true,


Even 1 minutes I also dun wish you feel unwell in the sight of me .

I noe ur wall is tall
and I will climb over it in one day.


I donno will you see this or not ,
since the feeling come from u
so I wanna u noe .

METHODs ~

candid during lecturer :P


The one at btm is my currently mathematics lecturer ..
His class... not boring .. but he teach till we all BLUR BLUR =.=

My lecturer got his 3 methods of teaching d ...

1st : Straight forward method
" This question is so straight forward !! nah nah see !! right class ?* skip to next example * "

2nd : One look method
" This question you one look then u know do already !! yes or no class ? * skip to next example * "

3rd : Frap method
" This solution you start like this ... and then FRAP !!! u got the answer here. easy or not class? * skip to next example * "

Well .. today lecture class ... can say understand 50 -50 gua ... wu liao then snap pic LOL ..

The lecturer actually is a nice guy ... only that we are too stupid to him mayb :P
well he said before ... " nowadays kid are not so smart .. y ? .. because u all eat too many meat . " HAHAHAHAHAHa true ? or false ...?

he always say .. I LOVE YOU ALL at the end of his lecturer =) sweet~~



This sems math will ....GG
and i GtG =)

G.A.T.H.E.R

It has been long time ...
Yesterday was fun =)
You all are so friendly and nice ~~
Really enjoying the moment so much ^^

Well the waiter and waitress is so funny that day ... playing with us together .. like we know each other haha .. girls power to make the environment warm ^^

p/s : To Kim and Hui Xin HAVE fun study OVERSEA YAY !



Going to Ultimate Group Power final today at stadium negara =D its LIVE show at channel 8tv tonight.
Dress code is RED to support my cousin friend " Ya Tou " and also BBT from taiwan ;)

GTG ciaoz ~

O.M.G ~

Today .. on da way to college ...
I was day dreaming while driving ...
The road.. is like a never ending road to college and it has been few years using the road ...I know every corner and every hole on the road I even know where is the place normally have set with road block and speed trap ..* seriously =D* mayb next time I try to close my eye see if i manage to reach the destination LOL ..

Well... what happen ?
day dreaming thinking of something sweet ... suddenly there is a traffic far from my sight ..
and there is something flashing in my mind ... * OH shit ! * road block ....
Si liao la ... I was speeding ...

HAHA ? Our policeman really efficiency 1st sentence from his mouth is " Bang apasal pandu laju berapa mau bayar ? " 2nd sentence is .. " OK letak bawah IC "
3rd sentence ... " Selamat memandu ya !" =.=




Goin to my friend farewell party later .. one by one they going oversea ... when will be my turn lea ? .. :P if nothing suck happens .. I think 1 n half year gua haha.. Mechanical Engineering really wasting me alot of time ~~


GtG .. gonna prepare for the party ..
BUBAI ~