Adore you as much as I could...

Thursday, July 30, 2009

Love without talking

U need to be patient * this video have no dialogue between them :)*

and it touch me ...

U will smile while watching the video * yes! i did *

take your time =)






























Which part do you feel is the climax ??




personally I like the part where the girl shown ... " I am watching you first "

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

36 hours....

NO sleep =.= Zzzzzzzzz

tired......

very tired ......

very very tired......

and all the hardwork ...

just washes away....

cant claim back ...

still ...

need to go for 2nd interview....

thanks to the old man math lecturer....

really a waste of time ....

then ...

when to JPJ...

kena their aduan saman last week...

but there is a couple.....

delayed my report ....

they keep on arguing with the JPJ officer there....

like pasar malam ...

come on ! if u didn't do anything illegal they wont send u SAMAN....

what to argue there ?...

admit it la ...

stupid..

waited for them 3 hours.....

really makes me tired....

finally my turn ...

i didnt argue...

just admit it..

because..

i was really break the rules that day...

and...

my license expired liao ...

i didnt notice it ...

i was like ...

WTH ? siao liao ...

lucky the officer willing to help me ....

asked my friend to become my car driver...

so he kena my saman ...

but i pay for that saman la ...

REALLY thank you ...

I am really tired...

i cant even walk straight line ...

but i never forgot you ....

even thou i have no time to think others things today...

tml need to go JPJ again ....

renew license this time....

haiz...

just a random post here...

i am lazy to talk ...

so i write it here....

good night all ...

cheers ya =)

























Every week 6 days... really exhausting
Dun forgot to take your time to relax...

Monday, July 27, 2009

10 things I HEARTS

Its kinda exhausted today..
I was so busy preparing my college things..
It took me whole Sunday to done only small portion of it ><"


But still ....this is YEAR 2009 Happiest WEEK I had ever been ^^


I went to Rawang today ..
nothing but to accompany my friend to send something important there...
after that I sent him back home..


passing by the pinkie tower..



In my mind....
It was like ...
a long distance but not as far as sky...
a short distance but not as near as land...
just like you standing in front of me ..
but I never know where was you.





Wish not to disturb your bed time ..
I cant cheat my heart ...
so I called you.




even it is 1 sec I can hear a sweet voice from you
I fell that...
I m happy ,
I m glad..
I am the luckiest man in life.








10 things I HEARTS

MSN because it is the place i can meet u, cheer u up.

CS ML because is the palace in my heart.

Balcony because it lead me to my miracle.

My Blog because i can let u know what is inside my heart.

Your Blog because i can know what is inside your heart.

Library because i always guai guai wait there for your arrival.

Weekdays because the days I always think about you .

Weekends because the only days I can chat with you .

23/7/09 because I get all the magical numbers from you.

27/7/09 because I had improve a lil bit.. thx for being my coach =)













Look at the sun, you see time
Look in heart , you see love
Look in eyes, you see life
Look at your mobile , you see who's thinking of you
Its me. =)

Saturday, July 25, 2009

B L

24/7/09
Its not an ordinary day for me ..
43 days ago ...
I still can remember that night i just get 1 magical number...
I m imaging when can I get all the magical numbers ..
43 days later...
and the dream is come true tonight ..
I cant explain to you all
how much stun i eaten when i see the numbers
Its more abnormal than anything I have been over before...
Thanks to you..
because of believe me and willing share with me
Thanks to Jesus..
Finally u hear i blessing every single night..
maybe its just a little step in the story..
But i know the rainbow is appear in the sky...
just need to cross over the distance to meet up you














But ...

tonight i realize one more thing....
my hand is more talkative than my mouth.

I m totally blank...
I m totally noob ...
I m totally a dumb...
I m SO GAN JEONG ~~~ ><"
I even cant believe I say XIE XIE to you ... for what?!?!
YAM GONG .... =.=!!
but i know in one of the day i will used to it ..
to talk more well with you..
This first exp is worst .. worst... and WORST..
this is because lack of training..
and will you become the coach to train me up ? :)
I wish it may come true..




P/S
I have 1o things important to do tomorrow

1. buy a Digi number
2. buy a Digi number
3. buy a Digi number
4. buy a Digi number
5. buy a Digi number
6. buy a Digi number
7. buy a Digi number
8. buy a Digi number
9. buy a Digi number
10.buy a Digi number

























I wish I can walk out from the screen... and share the joy with you all the time..

Sunday, July 19, 2009

TEN

Yesterday you was so happy * i can feel it * =)
Although there is only once a week for me to have a chat with u ...
I am still happy :)
I have no idea how silly is me ...
I actually kinda regret to ask another 10 minutes from u yesterday

mayb

if i didnt ask you to give me another 10 minutes for today ..
u wont appear ..
and
u wont so blue ><"
I really have no idea what had happen to you ...
You say that was a long long story.. and its complicated...
I can feel that u was sad to explain the same thing.....
because each time u repeat it ..
u will suffer it once more So that i stop asking it from u .. *although i really hope to know what happened *
i dont know what the story behind
i cant help much.
what i can do is
support you to the max in my heart ..


TEN words to cheers YOU up

Blessing - Everytime you turn around I'll keep blessing you
Laughing -to forgot the sad moments
Ice-cream -for you to remember all your sweet moments
Miracle - is always there for you
It - is nothing but a task from god
Smile -is to motivating your happiness
Sagging - is useless but to fight back!
Yell -to give a loud sharp cries as of pain
Onze - is always here
U - will always have a stupid boy there for you

This song dedicate to you


















P/s
9474 86 733 968 259297 7645464 84373

Sunday, July 12, 2009

2

digit 2...
what that ??
2 ringgit ??
nope.....
2 is the magical digit to make me more close with u
the 2nd hard time I try my heart to get it from u.

I am damn worry I make a mistake in each word I speak out to u.
GAN JIONG !!!
lucky
I get it..


my friend say why u wanna so torturing yourself
but I think maybe this one is a different picture in our own chapter
I m not mind...
step by step toward the aim...
the feeling is good..
at least improve abit is better than nothing improve
ur smile will be the best medicine to heal my soul.


First of all.....
Thank you ...
because believe me...
some of them may say to me "she might give you fake one ."
but since I wanna ask u , I will not bother izzit fake or true.
because if I do so ...
it show disrespect to u and the effort I had put



u say that I sometime used words that too deep and u can barely understand..
then next time if I just ask for other digits like that...
I feel myself not so sincere...
even a every little thing
I hope can special it for u


haha...
god bless..
the 3rd time I asking u will coming soon ...

I wish
I bless
I hope



















there are another 4 more digit to let u open the first chapter in our story..
even there is just 1 of 1000 percent,I know 1 day I will get it..











p/s
8447 96753 273283 63 47 86 6477 968

Saturday, July 11, 2009

Yesterday..

My mood is not blue .. but BLACK...
I haven taken my small test...and .. i cant even finish all question on time .
Study so much but still cant do well ... =( * sad.. real.. sad *
I talk to myself... I will never let this happen again !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

while on the way back home...
TRAFFIC jam somemore ...
wasting my time on the stupid road for more than 1 hour zzzzz ...
called friend 1 by 1 to have a lil chat..
but no idea why..
all of them was busy... ><"
haiz... god wanna leave me alone ..
and stay inside the car mayb giving me a time or chance to calm down .









Lucky you was there =)

U was laughing , and laughing , and keep laughing ...
mayb it affected me ^^
my mood changes to Pink suddenly.*Thank you*

U say that u scare u kacau me ...
by asking alot of pointless question ??
but actually it is not ^^
I like the way you share and talk to me like no distance
really..















we are not finding a perfect person,
but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly.

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

Weekdays ...

Weekdays are really really bored ............................
going the same routing everyday... repeat repeat repeat... :(


hmm ...
really get used to college life again with bunch of new friends V^.^V

haha i starting to love my math lecturer as well .. he is a funny guy .. hahahahahaha i cant explain it why.. mayb we starting to get used to him .. enjoying in his lecturing now :) * but i still dun like math shhh..*

middle of the sems... alot test.. and assignment already .... kinda stress out sometimes..
this Friday will be a tough subject ... Fluid test ><" and till now havent study.. cham ... not I dun wanna make revision... but .. the Lab report is killing me ..... the time pass so fast........ last Friday is just like yesterday... good or bad lea ? depends on which angle u look gua... :) owh yea my untie brought us some Jelly sweet =D I almos finish it myself.. while doing the lab report LOL............... there are some pic I took while rushing my lab report ;)

sur
e all kid will lurv it till mad ! but gorgor almos eat all jo =D


alot animal shape =O


Rhino?















Please dun miss me ...
because
I will miss you .

Sunday, July 5, 2009

10.10

10.10 pm ...
a silence time~~~
although the clock is showing me a smile face..


Its still so silence........
Why... ??
i have no idea...
mayb waiting for something ...?
So many things... flashing inside my mind....
Friend..
Family..
Exam..
Test..
Assignment..
Future..
Studies..
&
You.....


WELL..
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If it exists somewhere..
You already have it..
If you decided to stick to your way.
THROW OUT YOUR CHEST
and
RAISE YOUR HEAD !
*Thanks Nana*





















There is no point in comparing yourself with someone else
Because everyone has one's own measure.