凌晨三點鐘

Clock is ticking...
time has come
near the corner

unable to sleep...
my head is full of ...
if
if
if if IF IF IF IF IF IF IF IF IF
IFIFIFIFIFFIFIFIFIFIFIFIFIFIFIF
IIIIIIIIIFFFFFFFFFFFFF

i cant stop it once i close my eye ...
i cant control it ..



listen to the song..



















ているあなたはまだ不安？

B.B

*snap during my rest :P*

yesterday
went to Basket Ball with my sifu :D
it has been ancient .. i didnt train and touch the ball ..
I love sports ^^
but now lack of training !!!
i cant even survived 4 matchs !!
sound weak ? ... really i am ><" sifu say.. after 2 match .. punchat jor .. =.=" another 2 match K.O jor .. LOL... inside the match 4 of them are malaysia team .. 2 are KL team .. and 2 free lancer... * my sifu and me *
we didnt lost alot marks also ma :P *but still lose la *



something funny happen on the way b home ...

on the way to the car *
Me: eh the ball lea ? take jor mei ?
sifu : no lar they take b jor .
Me: owww kay .
sifu: les buy drinks.

and we went b .....

at msn *

sifu has sent your a nudge !
sifu : DIU lo !
me : huh ?
sifu : They think we bring b the ball , WE think that they bring b the ball !
me : HAHAHAH ...that y i ask u the ball ma ...

GG...


actually nothing de la ... just a ball .. they have alot .. just this is funny !!

* Sifu u forgot your " BALL " lea ! *

XOXO








the clock is ticking ...

Done!!~

Finally....
the exam end =)
i know i will get a REAL bad result ...
Well .. its all over... what ever la !
Sleep for almos 36 hours... haha ...
its real GOOOD !! to have a nice sleeep ~~!
just like paradise ... ^.^V
cover with my dirty little blanket ... it sure miss me :P


Friends... paiseh for my absent...
i really not that likes to clubbing..
Not the alcohol ... but the environment =\
Next time find u all go yam cha !! i treat ~ keke


Going to do something healthy ....
Im not going to stay at home.. act zombie for this two weeks...
planning to go Broga Hill , Semenyih ..
Gonna train now :D
if not how to climb oo ...
KK Mont. for next year will be a dream then .. ;P
nvm .. untie also can reach the summit ... i wont lose !~ =X


I felt U was not in mood this few days...
mayb someone bother you again ..
or mayb exam ..
whateva it is .. remember to be happy always ...
Its your promise to me !
smiles =)



Sometimes u cannot believe wat u see.
You have to believe wat you feel.

Tear

A drop of tear..
suddenly drops from my eye..
had made the same mistake twice ...
this mistakes...
added extra burden to me...
i did not cry...
i am not sad...
i am not complaining ...
but i am scare...
i am now.... wondering...
" did i choose the wrong path ? "
" am i in the correct direction ? "
" can i keep going ?? "


An old friend told me... don't look at the world through a key chain ...
every problem is small .. its just you look at it with a key chain ....which make your sight covered by all the problems..
If u thrown the key chain away.. then u will figured it out justn how small is the problem .
we shouldnt because of the small problem and we give up that easily.


A good friend told me ... its part of my life.. u will be tough..

some friend told me... jia you...


Thanks Q ! all ~




i am lazy to talk ...
my brain has stuck...
currently i manage to get only 2 hours each day to take a nap ...
it had been 2 weeks..i am energy less...
i have alots of things in my mind...




i am stupid !



YES i am indeed UNHAPPY NOW
but only for today..
i wont let it stay forever..
i still need to cheer U up ..




i am going to have a big rest for today...
in order to go further and clear all the obstacles along my path ..
bye...

ODD night

This world...
the complicated things for me.. not about physics calculation ...
not the formula Maths i needed to memorize...
but .. it is
the relationship between people...
Why say so ??
because...
although i able to do well in all theory and formula by myself but yet..
i cant make sure i had a good relationship with everyone i care myself..
there is no point... at all..
The real value of one relationship needs two way to communicate to impress more colours in the sky.


I always remind myself in this world..
everyone on this earth is unique and different...
there are thousand way to get close with someone...
but the only way i know to reach the destination is using my heart to care for anyone i care and i mind..


till this moment..
I am glad I'm still in this condition...
but i found that when you put the effort in something...
but then u feel u bein ignored..
the feeling actually is not so good..
proper way to say is worst...


but i understand !
we cant request anyone give the same feedback to us or have a same idea and direction with us..
so we just can only make sure what we did was what we were willing to do so ..
and NO any excuse to REGRET...

This few days...
I thinks alot..
and I realize that..
when you bein ignored..
you will feel uncomfortable..
but u wont FELT sad ..
you passed your day as usual ..
just.. every moment of it you can feel that in your heart there was something went wrong..
you cant spill it out.. but you can feel it.
What we can do is ... wait .. waIT .. and WAIT for the time to overcome it..
I can still smile.. but issit a fake one ? I don't know..
I can stop to miss you... but can I ? I don't know...
What can i do ...
Is make sure you in the good condition..
Then i will feel more ease " an xin " .









There is only one thing i request from u ...
I hope tomorrow you will be happy than today !
Because Love ... I will protect you all the time