31/12/2009

2009 is going to end soon ....
i realize that time never wait for us ... :) * whos donno your mom is girl ? *

It was hard to describe my feeling now ...
There is things i regret...
There is things i missed...
There is things i failed...
There is things i not dare to ...
There is things i fear...
There is things i never speak ...
There is also things i never blog it out...

I always do things seriously but i sometimes look like i was just kidding ....i just hate those tension environment .... heh ...

There is a time i wan hoping for TIME TRAVEL MACHINE ...
but somehow...
it is useless to go back to change the history...
once its happen ..
it happen !
If i had a chance to back to the time i wan and change the result....now I wont do that anymore...
The feeling is just difference ...even if u success change the history
Mayb for me... i will appreciate that moment.... either bitter or sweet memories...
or u can say...
It is like u making an U-turn ...
and went b to the bushes and lost your way again to the same bushes.
lucky hor .... there is no TIME TRAVEL MACHINE in this world... heh..

sometimes... we had to belief in destiny and fate...
there is alot things happen .....
to think b what i has been bein thru ...
it was like a message from god...
for me to stop....
silly... :)
It wont slow me down .....
but i will not put myself into box anymore ^^
les wait for 2010 !~
tml going to countdown with ma friend :)
if there is fate...
we will meet again ...











ALL THE BEST
There will surely a better 2o1o
u wont bummed out ^^

Owwww kayyyyy

i am ...




form your eye ...








She can't see the way your eyes will light up when you smile
She never noticed how you stop and stare whenever she walks by
And you can't see me wanting you the way you want her
But you are everything to me

And I just want to show you, she don't even know you
She's never gonna love you like I want to
And you just see right through me but if you only knew me
We could be a beautiful miracle, unbelievable
Instead of just invisible, yeah

There's a fire inside of you that can't help but shine through
But she's never gonna see the light, no matter what you do
And all I think about is how to make you think of me
And everything that we could be

And I just want show you, she don't even know you
She's never gonna love you like I want to
And you just see right through me but if you only knew me
We could be a beautiful miracle, unbelievable
Instead of just invisible

Like shadows in the faded light, oh, we're invisible
I just wanna open your eyes and make you realize

And I just want to show you, she don't even know you
Baby, let me love you, let me want you
You just see right through me but if you only knew me
We could be a beautiful, miracle, unbelievable
Instead of just invisible, oh, yeah

She can't see the way your eyes will light up when you smile











if i say nothing ...
do u believe ?
u can said i have already used to it....

make you feel my love

An Angel

Today visited my niece
yea my niece! =J
I am an uncle now ..... HAHA

Those feeling ... really hard to describe ...

The Family Tree of mine is happily growing bigger and bigger :)
I still remember when i was age of 12 ...
MY family trip of mine..
we just need 3 cars ..
now..
we need more than 10 cars ...
Unbelievable .. :D
My big cousin finally become a daddy now ...
haha he used to be playfull all the time .
I think non of his toy is better than his angel now ..
he was so EXCITED !
and u can see him keep smiling and laughin all the time !
the eye contact with him and his baby ...
really..
really..
warm..
tiny little things will make him happy now..
today he show us a little fan to us ..
and keep ask us " cute mou ? cute mou ? "
" cute le , cute le "
is actually a little fan attach to babychair to keep the hot away from baby
HAHA...
U think that he is silly
but sometimes u wont know when u havent experience it before :)
mayb u will be more crazy le ..

today suppose to have lots of assignment and lab report to settle...
i have no time for sunday school ... :(
but when i saw her..
i forgot everythings about that...
she was sleeping quitely .
while i looking at her face..
i was stressfree !~
LOL ...
tiny little movement of her..
makes my heartbeat fast..
kinda weird and i donno why..
but i love the feeling ..xoxo

I curi curi snap a pic of her while she sleeping :)



baby guai a... " fai gou jeong dai " ~~










It has been said that we need just three things in life:
Something to do,
Something to look forward to
And someone to love