M&W..

Men .. les we admit it.. we always looking for our girlfriend is for us to be her first one...
We always wanted the girl or women to be pure and virgin ...
The feeling of being the first one into a woman's life ... just like ... hmm "owning and riding a brand new car ? ".

On the other hand... Women....
they are more sensitive towards love and romance.
Most are more patient and doesnt mind being the first, second , third , or so on ... and on ...
For their partners....
as long as they are the last love of their partner's life ...

You dont love a women because she s beautiful, bu she is beautiful because you love her.









3 happiness

something to do,
something to love,
something to care for.

小人物

If someone ask me whats love..

i will answer to them ...
it brings sadness when it is gone...
but u will enjoy when u gain .


Is there really a peace break up in this world ????

Bullshit... i guess.


Girl ... your condition ... reminds me back all those misery memory i had been thru before...

take your time...
chill ~
dont drink alcohol when we are emo .. sincere from my heart.
















why do i care so much ?
小人物....

In my end is my begining...

a month past ...

Its weird .... when u know something great is going to end
but u still wanna to hold on for little while..
just for one more second,
just so ...
it can hurt you a little more....


you never get a clap with 1 side of your hand...

and

i got your message















all the best with your IR preparation ...
good luck
friend forever ....

Myth

sometimes the human behavior is unreasonable..
we will waiting something that are not going to happen ...
we will hope for something that are not going to come
we will tolerate something are not out of aspect...without limit.
we cant easy request from other to do the same way like us..
we just can sacrifice before we request from other..

but..

in the world... "fair" is the noun only will appear in sometimes... but not everytime..
when we cant get the same feedback from others,
alots of the emotional will appear in the end ... as many as the star in the sky..
only the time is able to clean up all those complicated emotional ....

We asked why ?? sometime...

but we may not get the answer easy...
what we can do ?
is to wait... the right time to get the right way...
i just notice i had make a mistake in my own chapter....

have a limited ability to get close with you..
the end i still standing the same place staring on you..
try hard..but its not so working..
day after day..
i have no idea to work it out..
let the time say the truth..
i will facing it...hugging it...and accept it.












at the end..
its still myth to me

1/1/2010

what am i waiting for...
am i waiting for miracle....again ... ?
i am tired of it...

I welcome u 2010.. !
u give me a hard time....







Fireworks is beautiful ...
but it just last for the moment...

31/12/2009

2009 is going to end soon ....
i realize that time never wait for us ... :) * whos donno your mom is girl ? *

It was hard to describe my feeling now ...
There is things i regret...
There is things i missed...
There is things i failed...
There is things i not dare to ...
There is things i fear...
There is things i never speak ...
There is also things i never blog it out...

I always do things seriously but i sometimes look like i was just kidding ....i just hate those tension environment .... heh ...

There is a time i wan hoping for TIME TRAVEL MACHINE ...
but somehow...
it is useless to go back to change the history...
once its happen ..
it happen !
If i had a chance to back to the time i wan and change the result....now I wont do that anymore...
The feeling is just difference ...even if u success change the history
Mayb for me... i will appreciate that moment.... either bitter or sweet memories...
or u can say...
It is like u making an U-turn ...
and went b to the bushes and lost your way again to the same bushes.
lucky hor .... there is no TIME TRAVEL MACHINE in this world... heh..

sometimes... we had to belief in destiny and fate...
there is alot things happen .....
to think b what i has been bein thru ...
it was like a message from god...
for me to stop....
silly... :)
It wont slow me down .....
but i will not put myself into box anymore ^^
les wait for 2010 !~
tml going to countdown with ma friend :)
if there is fate...
we will meet again ...











ALL THE BEST
There will surely a better 2o1o
u wont bummed out ^^

Owwww kayyyyy

i am ...




form your eye ...








She can't see the way your eyes will light up when you smile
She never noticed how you stop and stare whenever she walks by
And you can't see me wanting you the way you want her
But you are everything to me

And I just want to show you, she don't even know you
She's never gonna love you like I want to
And you just see right through me but if you only knew me
We could be a beautiful miracle, unbelievable
Instead of just invisible, yeah

There's a fire inside of you that can't help but shine through
But she's never gonna see the light, no matter what you do
And all I think about is how to make you think of me
And everything that we could be

And I just want show you, she don't even know you
She's never gonna love you like I want to
And you just see right through me but if you only knew me
We could be a beautiful miracle, unbelievable
Instead of just invisible

Like shadows in the faded light, oh, we're invisible
I just wanna open your eyes and make you realize

And I just want to show you, she don't even know you
Baby, let me love you, let me want you
You just see right through me but if you only knew me
We could be a beautiful, miracle, unbelievable
Instead of just invisible, oh, yeah

She can't see the way your eyes will light up when you smile











if i say nothing ...
do u believe ?
u can said i have already used to it....