31/12/2009

2009 is going to end soon ....
i realize that time never wait for us ... :) * whos donno your mom is girl ? *

It was hard to describe my feeling now ...
There is things i regret...
There is things i missed...
There is things i failed...
There is things i not dare to ...
There is things i fear...
There is things i never speak ...
There is also things i never blog it out...

I always do things seriously but i sometimes look like i was just kidding ....i just hate those tension environment .... heh ...

There is a time i wan hoping for TIME TRAVEL MACHINE ...
but somehow...
it is useless to go back to change the history...
once its happen ..
it happen !
If i had a chance to back to the time i wan and change the result....now I wont do that anymore...
The feeling is just difference ...even if u success change the history
Mayb for me... i will appreciate that moment.... either bitter or sweet memories...
or u can say...
It is like u making an U-turn ...
and went b to the bushes and lost your way again to the same bushes.
lucky hor .... there is no TIME TRAVEL MACHINE in this world... heh..

sometimes... we had to belief in destiny and fate...
there is alot things happen .....
to think b what i has been bein thru ...
it was like a message from god...
for me to stop....
silly... :)
It wont slow me down .....
but i will not put myself into box anymore ^^
les wait for 2010 !~
tml going to countdown with ma friend :)
if there is fate...
we will meet again ...











ALL THE BEST
There will surely a better 2o1o
u wont bummed out ^^

Owwww kayyyyy

i am ...




form your eye ...








She can't see the way your eyes will light up when you smile
She never noticed how you stop and stare whenever she walks by
And you can't see me wanting you the way you want her
But you are everything to me

And I just want to show you, she don't even know you
She's never gonna love you like I want to
And you just see right through me but if you only knew me
We could be a beautiful miracle, unbelievable
Instead of just invisible, yeah

There's a fire inside of you that can't help but shine through
But she's never gonna see the light, no matter what you do
And all I think about is how to make you think of me
And everything that we could be

And I just want show you, she don't even know you
She's never gonna love you like I want to
And you just see right through me but if you only knew me
We could be a beautiful miracle, unbelievable
Instead of just invisible

Like shadows in the faded light, oh, we're invisible
I just wanna open your eyes and make you realize

And I just want to show you, she don't even know you
Baby, let me love you, let me want you
You just see right through me but if you only knew me
We could be a beautiful, miracle, unbelievable
Instead of just invisible, oh, yeah

She can't see the way your eyes will light up when you smile











if i say nothing ...
do u believe ?
u can said i have already used to it....

make you feel my love

An Angel

Today visited my niece
yea my niece! =J
I am an uncle now ..... HAHA

Those feeling ... really hard to describe ...

The Family Tree of mine is happily growing bigger and bigger :)
I still remember when i was age of 12 ...
MY family trip of mine..
we just need 3 cars ..
now..
we need more than 10 cars ...
Unbelievable .. :D
My big cousin finally become a daddy now ...
haha he used to be playfull all the time .
I think non of his toy is better than his angel now ..
he was so EXCITED !
and u can see him keep smiling and laughin all the time !
the eye contact with him and his baby ...
really..
really..
warm..
tiny little things will make him happy now..
today he show us a little fan to us ..
and keep ask us " cute mou ? cute mou ? "
" cute le , cute le "
is actually a little fan attach to babychair to keep the hot away from baby
HAHA...
U think that he is silly
but sometimes u wont know when u havent experience it before :)
mayb u will be more crazy le ..

today suppose to have lots of assignment and lab report to settle...
i have no time for sunday school ... :(
but when i saw her..
i forgot everythings about that...
she was sleeping quitely .
while i looking at her face..
i was stressfree !~
LOL ...
tiny little movement of her..
makes my heartbeat fast..
kinda weird and i donno why..
but i love the feeling ..xoxo

I curi curi snap a pic of her while she sleeping :)



baby guai a... " fai gou jeong dai " ~~










It has been said that we need just three things in life:
Something to do,
Something to look forward to
And someone to love

Internal States

Can you remember a time when you felt happy and
excited?
Can you remember a time when you felt powerful and
energetic?

If you can, then you can HAVE THESE FEELINGS ANY
TIME YOU WANT THEM. Most people don’t use their
memories to help them feel good because they say,
“Well, that’s not really how I’m feeling; I’m just imagining
it.” Well, I have news for you: You’re ALWAYS just
imagining it. You might as well imagine it at times when
you need it instead of having it happen on accident!


Here’s how to apply this idea:

Write down three states that you’d like to be able to
put yourself into anytime you’d like. Then, write down
three times in your life when you felt each of those
states. Finally, close your eyes and put yourself into each
of the three situations that made you feel the state that
you want. Also, do SOMETHING UNIQUE with your body
as you’re remembering. For instance, if you’d like to feel
powerful and confident, while you’re remembering times
when you felt this way, breathe out quickly while
puckering your lips.

If you do this process of remembering the states and
exhaling quickly at the same time, all you have to do in
the future is close your eyes, breathe out quickly while
remembering the feelings, and you’ll have the states that
you want. It’s like having a ‘push’ button for feeling good
about yourself.





lil tips for u to stay away from your
young and unstable mood ya :)

everything happens for purpose????

In fact... this words.... i first heard from one of my friend's church during her church anniversary... by a lovely Pastor " everything happens for purpose "

1 of my course mate just passed away...* my condolence to him *
he victim of the tragic accident ...
his motorbike bein sandwiched by two cars...

i remember that day...
i was on the way to college...
i drive my car... and there is a traffic jam
and i saw there was accident.. a boy laying on the road ..waiting for ambulance..
i didnt bother much ..
so i just drive thru to avoid more traffic ...
yes..
it is him ... laying on the ground that time..
and i just passed by my coursemate that time...
i was so sad to know about it...
and it is too late..

he is just 21 years old...
LIFE is really SHORT !
thats true..
i wondering... if someday i passed by and the 1 laying on floor is the 1 really close to me....
i just cant accept it.

but somehow it really happen ..
but why ?

so that u can learn from it, therefor u can overcome it in the future * thx Ben u have answered me that day*

MAKE EVERYDAY COUNT!
appreciate every moment and take from it everything that we possibly can..

Yay right !~

Rodney Atkins - If You're Going Through Hell

Well you know those times
When you feel like there's a sign there on your back
Says I don't mind if ya kick me
Seems like everybody has
Things go from bad to worse
You'd think they can't get worse than that
And then they do

You step off the straight and narrow
And you don't know where you are
Use the needle of your compass
To sew up your broken heart
Ask directions from a genie
In a bottle of Jim Beam
And she lies to you
That's when you learn the truth

If you're going through hell
Keep on going, don't slow down
If you're scared, don't show it
You might get out
Before the devil even knows you're there

Well I been deep down in that darkness
I been down to my last match
Felt a hundred different demons
Breathing fire down my back
And I knew that if I stumbled
I'd fall right into the trap that they were laying, yeah

But the good news
Is there's angels everywhere out on the street
Holding out a hand to pull you back up on your feet
The one's that you've been dragginig for so long
You're on your knees
You maight as well be praying
Guess what I'm saying

If your going through hell
Keep on going, don't slow down
If you're scared don't show it
You might get out
Before the devil even knows you're there

Yeah, If you're going through hell
Keep on moving, face that fire
Walk right through it
You might get out
Before the devil even knows you're there

If you're going through hell
Keep on going, don't slow down
If you're scared don't show it
You might get out
Before the devil even knows you're there

Yeah, If you're going through hell
Keep on moving, face that fire
Walk right through it
You might get out
Before the devil even knows you're there
Yeah, you might get out
Before the devil even knows you're there.












Happy Holiday to you :)