TEN

Yesterday you was so happy * i can feel it * =)
Although there is only once a week for me to have a chat with u ...
I am still happy :)
I have no idea how silly is me ...
I actually kinda regret to ask another 10 minutes from u yesterday

mayb

if i didnt ask you to give me another 10 minutes for today ..
u wont appear ..
and
u wont so blue ><"
I really have no idea what had happen to you ...
You say that was a long long story.. and its complicated...
I can feel that u was sad to explain the same thing.....
because each time u repeat it ..
u will suffer it once more So that i stop asking it from u .. *although i really hope to know what happened *
i dont know what the story behind
i cant help much.
what i can do is
support you to the max in my heart ..


TEN words to cheers YOU up

Blessing - Everytime you turn around I'll keep blessing you
Laughing -to forgot the sad moments
Ice-cream -for you to remember all your sweet moments
Miracle - is always there for you
It - is nothing but a task from god
Smile -is to motivating your happiness
Sagging - is useless but to fight back!
Yell -to give a loud sharp cries as of pain
Onze - is always here
U - will always have a stupid boy there for you

This song dedicate to you


















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2

digit 2...
what that ??
2 ringgit ??
nope.....
2 is the magical digit to make me more close with u
the 2nd hard time I try my heart to get it from u.

I am damn worry I make a mistake in each word I speak out to u.
GAN JIONG !!!
lucky
I get it..


my friend say why u wanna so torturing yourself
but I think maybe this one is a different picture in our own chapter
I m not mind...
step by step toward the aim...
the feeling is good..
at least improve abit is better than nothing improve
ur smile will be the best medicine to heal my soul.


First of all.....
Thank you ...
because believe me...
some of them may say to me "she might give you fake one ."
but since I wanna ask u , I will not bother izzit fake or true.
because if I do so ...
it show disrespect to u and the effort I had put



u say that I sometime used words that too deep and u can barely understand..
then next time if I just ask for other digits like that...
I feel myself not so sincere...
even a every little thing
I hope can special it for u


haha...
god bless..
the 3rd time I asking u will coming soon ...

I wish
I bless
I hope


















there are another 4 more digit to let u open the first chapter in our story..
even there is just 1 of 1000 percent,I know 1 day I will get it..










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Yesterday..

My mood is not blue .. but BLACK...
I haven taken my small test...and .. i cant even finish all question on time .
Study so much but still cant do well ... =( * sad.. real.. sad *
I talk to myself... I will never let this happen again !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

while on the way back home...
TRAFFIC jam somemore ...
wasting my time on the stupid road for more than 1 hour zzzzz ...
called friend 1 by 1 to have a lil chat..
but no idea why..
all of them was busy... ><"
haiz... god wanna leave me alone ..
and stay inside the car mayb giving me a time or chance to calm down .









Lucky you was there =)

U was laughing , and laughing , and keep laughing ...
mayb it affected me ^^
my mood changes to Pink suddenly.*Thank you*

U say that u scare u kacau me ...
by asking alot of pointless question ??
but actually it is not ^^
I like the way you share and talk to me like no distance
really..















we are not finding a perfect person,
but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly.

Weekdays ...

Weekdays are really really bored ............................
going the same routing everyday... repeat repeat repeat... :(


hmm ...
really get used to college life again with bunch of new friends V^.^V

haha i starting to love my math lecturer as well .. he is a funny guy .. hahahahahaha i cant explain it why.. mayb we starting to get used to him .. enjoying in his lecturing now :) * but i still dun like math shhh..*

middle of the sems... alot test.. and assignment already .... kinda stress out sometimes..

this Friday will be a tough subject ... Fluid test ><" and till now havent study.. cham ... not I dun wanna make revision... but .. the Lab report is killing me ..... the time pass so fast........ last Friday is just like yesterday... good or bad lea ? depends on which angle u look gua... :) owh yea my untie brought us some Jelly sweet =D I almos finish it myself.. while doing the lab report LOL............... there are some pic I took while rushing my lab report ;)

sure all kid will lurv it till mad ! but gorgor almos eat all jo =D


alot animal shape =O


Rhino?















Please dun miss me ...
because
I will miss you .

10.10

10.10 pm ...
a silence time~~~
although the clock is showing me a smile face..


Its still so silence........
Why... ??
i have no idea...
mayb waiting for something ...?
So many things... flashing inside my mind....
Friend..
Family..
Exam..
Test..
Assignment..
Future..
Studies..
&
You.....


WELL..
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If it exists somewhere..
You already have it..
If you decided to stick to your way.
THROW OUT YOUR CHEST
and
RAISE YOUR HEAD !
*Thanks Nana*





















There is no point in comparing yourself with someone else
Because everyone has one's own measure.

习惯

Every Friday, Saturday and Sunday nite....
I have a special mission,
I can reject the date with buddy,
I can reject the game so call Dota..
I can stay at home even I feel boring ..
Coz i'm afraid to have u miss out in my msn list
and for sure.. I will eat white fruit some time .
everytime see u appear in list,
is more meaningful than kena loteri,
I love to see your name appear in my msn list.










Every time u appear in my list...
Blood pressure been raising..
Heart beat will increase dramatically fast..
Brain will become totally blank..
when feel u ignoring me ..
.

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for sure u are not compulsory to accompany me
every single word u reply me..
will have a nut keep read it and think wanna reply what will much better.
honestly, reply ur message difficult than I sit for da exam.
but, I feel happy when u not ignore me .









Have someone tell me
that miracle is hiding in the air ..
U cant see it... u cant touch it ..
But u can feel it .
the way to feel it is use your heart to do everything u feel u deserve to do it without regret.
Im bless myself in the right way,
hope in the end of this way ...
I can meet u up and grow on .
even this feeling is dubious
but Im strong enough to bear all the ending..















One day one centimeter ... sure in the end I can climb over your wall.....
I will be the cherubim to heal you and light you up.

Letters show thousand meaning ....

O fan of white silk ,
Clear as frost ,
On the grass-blade,
you, also are laid aside .

-Erza Pound




well I think most of you will think this is .. * WHAT OO , mea lei ge?? *

let me elaborate for u ^^



O fan of white silk,

fan = ladies used the most and its a hand fan.
white = purity
silk = produce at China or Japan and ... normally ladies used silk and only from rich family

* There is a ladies who was purity and from rich family *

Clear as frost,

Frost = something frozen with crystal clear..

* see through her from a far distance *

on the grass-blade,

grass = green = serenity
blade = sharp = blood = hurting yourself..

* you will hurt yourself if u fall in her grass-blade *

you,also are laid aside,

laid aside = laid * past tense * = death

*even you will found death if fall in love with her *


Well... if the 4 line combine and we will complete our riddles

Oh , my highness , you are so pure. *O fan of white silk *

Looking at you at the coffin . * clear as frost* there is a glass on the coffin

buried in the ground and might get murdered . *on the grass-blade *

even she also will die alone. *you,also are laid aside *




the 4 sentences were reminder for us that

Life short and simple..